I live like there is no tomorrow, love as if I do not know heartache, dream as if i have not known failure, embraced the world as if it embraced me back, and I write as if I will die without words.
I am Ayien.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Emotionally Drained

The past week has been confusing and emotionally draining. I am back to the phase when I feel being emotionally set aside. It is a tough situation to be in. I feel more insecure. I'd like to understand him as much as I could but I just cannot help but see the pattern - he talks to me when he needs me and forgets I exist when he does not. It feels even more pathetic that I sometimes feel like I'm begging for attention all the time. I only ask for one thing: honesty. I'd like him to honestly tell me if it's over and not treat me this way.


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