I live like there is no tomorrow, love as if I do not know heartache, dream as if i have not known failure, embraced the world as if it embraced me back, and I write as if I will die without words.
I am Ayien.

Thursday, August 9, 2007

-finding home-

earlier today i stumbled upon a collection of my online rants which i aptly titled online. i ready through it and it gave me a a certain kind of peace the kind of peace that i experience when i feel at home with something.

and its comforting to know that i can find solace in my work. i honestly did not put much faith with my writing until that moment. i always felt that they are second rate or are not good enough. but that moment, i just felt that i have a certain spark because i found comfort in those pieces - the same comfort when i read the works of my favorite writers.

its a good feeling - not in an egotistical way but more of a serene way. it is good to know that i can find home somewhere inside me all i need to do is to tap it, let the real me surface and the whole world rest in the background even for the briefest of moments.

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