is love attached to a certain feeling or a state of mind? if it is, does that mean that if the feeling is gone of the state of mind is no longer there that love has also vanished?
i have been in this dilemma for quite a time now. the state of mind or the emotion that i used to associate with loving somebody - the feeling of serenity, state of contentment - is now amiss . i'd hate to think that i've fallen out of love already but i just cannot put a finger to my current state.
what is my state right now?
well, i am in a state of apathy (for lack of a better term). i just stopped caring and missing and looking forward for the day that we'd be together again. i just got too comfortable in my current state of isolation that i got too familiar with the loneliness. i no longer long to see those two familiar eyes that i've missed in my past.
i do not want to make any decision or any conclusions at this point. right now, i am just scared that i am beginning to like this world - a world without US.
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