I live like there is no tomorrow, love as if I do not know heartache, dream as if i have not known failure, embraced the world as if it embraced me back, and I write as if I will die without words.
I am Ayien.

Friday, February 15, 2008

-storm-

when do you say it is all over or it is still time to hold on? when do you say it is time to move on or to continue holding on?

these are the questions that are afloat my mind right now. these are the questions that i ask. and until now i still have no answers. however, a part of me is still holding on and still believing that whatever this is, this is all just a phase, and this storm i have inside me would soon be calmed.

i have no other option but to hope for the better - whatever that may be. i am hoping that after this storm has settled i would soon find myself giving myself an affirmative nod for whatever decision i may take. i am hoping that when it is time for me to sum up all my realizations, i would and i could tell myself that i made the right decision.

but until then, i am left to fend for this storm, battle it until i come victorious.

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