I live like there is no tomorrow, love as if I do not know heartache, dream as if i have not known failure, embraced the world as if it embraced me back, and I write as if I will die without words.
I am Ayien.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

-change-

everything exists in transient. and in this non-permanent existence, change - as many people say- is inevitable. it is the only constant. and yet despite its permanence, it is still very difficult to accept much more to adapt.

i am facing one of those changes again. and this time this change is something that is really easier ignored, forgotten, or suppressed rather than faced and addressed. it brings about so much chaos and so much adjustment needs to be done. i thought laying out a strategy would be helpful - to give it credit, it probably is - but it has not helped in my transition at all.

they said accept the change and move on. the first one is easier than the second. letting go of people who has been a part of my life not just professionally but life in its entirety is easier said than it is done. each one of them transcended the very banal professional level but has become precious friends. i have learned so much from them. and each laughter, friction, or practically just about every interaction has been enlightening as much as it is nourishing.

i'd miss you - you people that i don't want to call my agent rather my friends or much more my family.

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