-despite the distance-
i'm a state of outmost bliss. I have stated in a number of blogs that ours is not a normal relationship. it is just too complex and yet its complexity makes it special.
my mind is swimming in memories
when i hear other rants about their current relationship, i envious, pity, and thankful all at the same time. i feel envious because i dont have the chance to spend as much time with my partner. we have a long distance relationship and the only constant interaction that we have is by phone or the internet. we see each other at least twice in a year. and in each meeting we strive to make it as memorable as the last for the next meeting would be after a long time. we hardly quarrel and argue about anything. sometimes arguement cements a relationship.
i feel pity for them because they just dont feel the sadness i feel for not being able to be with my partner whenever i wanted to. sometimes the constants in our lives are neglected and when they are gone, that's when we see how meaningful they are to us. being able to hold the hand of your partner brings a certain serenity, a kind of peace that makes you feel that all the world's trouble does not exist. i just pity them for not realizing how lucky they are for having their partners around.
i feel thankful because despite the physical distance my partner and i has, we still manage to make each other feel special, loved and appreciated.
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