I live like there is no tomorrow, love as if I do not know heartache, dream as if i have not known failure, embraced the world as if it embraced me back, and I write as if I will die without words.
I am Ayien.

Monday, July 30, 2007

-then and now-

sometimes I just cannot comprehend how fast time flies. if i were to start counting, it has been 10 years since i graduated from elementary, six years from my high school graduation, and a year from my college.

and everytime that i hear what became of my peers i just cannot help but to get amazed, and overwhelmed by the changes that happened in them and in me through time.

i have definitely changed. there is no point denying that - physically, emotionally and in my outlook towards life in general. well, i have always been optimistic as far back as i can remember just as i have always been goal-oriented and ambitious.

if it is possible to view myself then as a third person - as in a movie - i would not even recognize the person that i am watching. there has been too much that changed in me that it is possible that people whom i have not seen for quite a time will find so hard to adjust to.

i have always been outspoken but hardly sarcastic - now i am.
i have always been different but never subversive - now i am.
i have always been free-spirited but never liberal - now i am.
i have always been a child mut never matured - i think now i am.

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