I live like there is no tomorrow, love as if I do not know heartache, dream as if i have not known failure, embraced the world as if it embraced me back, and I write as if I will die without words.
I am Ayien.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

-i am scared again-

i am scared again. i am scared for the things i cannot control. i am scared for the consequences of my cowardice. i am scared of so many things i cannot even name.

this place is a factory of fear. sadly, i have allowed my self to be scared and be controlled. and now that i am on the red again, i can surely taste the bitter warning of being executed.

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