I live like there is no tomorrow, love as if I do not know heartache, dream as if i have not known failure, embraced the world as if it embraced me back, and I write as if I will die without words.
I am Ayien.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

-hyper-
all the sugar that i ingested is acting up right now. the sudden energy boost is obvious. i came in the office feeling very very drowsy due to lack of sleep. i have been working in a call center for 2 years now and yet i am still not used to sleeping in the morning. i can only sleep for 3 to 4 straight hows in the morning. if i force my self to sleep longer, it will just make me even more drowsy during my shift.

because of this, i have recently discovered coffee. yes, after working for 2 years in this industry, this is the only time that i have drank coffee regularly. before, the second cup of coffee would make me palpitate - even if i drink it one cup a day. now, when i wake up, i drink 2 cups of coffee at home (since i am using decaf), and another cup when i hit the office.

it just keeps me going like a battery to a toy car. but again, such synthetic energy boost lasts only for a while. when the sugar and the caffeine subside, i am back to the drowsy me.

its a good thing that i am able to finish all my tasks ahead of time so i have more time to sit on my station and write a blog about my hyperactivity.i think have finally adapted to this life (i hope). now, let me go back to my coffee :)

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