I live like there is no tomorrow, love as if I do not know heartache, dream as if i have not known failure, embraced the world as if it embraced me back, and I write as if I will die without words.
I am Ayien.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

-month end report-

i am ending my month with this:

"Although the power of true love is undeniable, a relationship offer commitment too. What is love without commitment from each other anyway? It's like principles without values. Everyone has them but they only mean as much as we are willing to stand for them. The same goes for our commitments to relationships and to the person we love."
-text message dated 09/30/2007 12:37:10AM-

this month has been a roller coaster ride for me. i was drenched with overwhelming downpour of emotion and circumstances which only made me realize one thing: i am lucky to have a man by my side who looks at me with love and offers a welcoming hug each time i stumble. not everyone is given a chance to be with somebody who allows you to grow and learn from the things you have done. i have learned one thing special this month: he loves me and nothing else matters.

new people will come and they will offer a fresh breathe of air. they may at some point awaken some areas of me that have long been left to slumber. but they are just that a breather - me to them, and them to me. they do not last long because they are not intend to.

my path will always bring me home. and home is an open arm welcoming me back to my Serenity.

I love you, Anthony.

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